lovely_bebe (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} lovely_bebe) wrote,@ 2008-03-16 23:06:00 |
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something in the air...
it's almost spring, winter is slowly dying away and usually spring is about to sprang. usually it's that time of year when people start falling into love, or at least last year, people started just being together and happy and spring was when you had those epic flings, those tender beginnings but as of late, as i've seen during the early part of my spring break up until now, this spring is different. spring is about renewal and in it's most basic essence change.
with so many people breaking up, it's hard to it makes you think of how does one stay together, or keep things working... it makes me wonder... do you tell them you cheat, or just get caught in the act? do you keep it underwraps and keep going on forgeting about it... do you keep going even with your doubts... do you surpass your own expectations of yourself in order to pursue this road so seriously? are you willing to keep yourself a secret for that one person to discover and unravel?? how much hurt can you take to learn what love is? and if all of this is tested are you break up with someone - still loving them - are you willing to beg, plead, on your knees knowingly how pathetic you may seem to simply your bare bones because you love them - that' show much you love them - or do you think that you love them for what they were ....
so many questions i have love, i begin to wonder if i know what love is. not because any.all these questions really affect me, simply just because i'm starting to think more.
did all these couples get too serious too soon? 'cause now our lives aren't contained in this high school setting anymore... it's not predictable (which we are used to and hope for); is that our problem? are our parents right?
probably so, and we never have really felt the effects or the seriousness of these decision until we really put ourselves out there and get exposed to other types of people - or just different people in general - then you realize how much you are giving up and how much loving and dedication it takes. whether you surpass these tests, or fail or retry it is up to you and whether you success in your endeavors or move on well, i guess thats for fate to decide or thats what i believe...
i suppose my material on love is a bit dry, eh? well these are my current thoughts.
it's almost spring, winter is slowly dying away and usually spring is about to sprang. usually it's that time of year when people start falling into love, or at least last year, people started just being together and happy and spring was when you had those epic flings, those tender beginnings but as of late, as i've seen during the early part of my spring break up until now, this spring is different. spring is about renewal and in it's most basic essence change.
with so many people breaking up, it's hard to it makes you think of how does one stay together, or keep things working... it makes me wonder... do you tell them you cheat, or just get caught in the act? do you keep it underwraps and keep going on forgeting about it... do you keep going even with your doubts... do you surpass your own expectations of yourself in order to pursue this road so seriously? are you willing to keep yourself a secret for that one person to discover and unravel?? how much hurt can you take to learn what love is? and if all of this is tested are you break up with someone - still loving them - are you willing to beg, plead, on your knees knowingly how pathetic you may seem to simply your bare bones because you love them - that' show much you love them - or do you think that you love them for what they were ....
so many questions i have love, i begin to wonder if i know what love is. not because any.all these questions really affect me, simply just because i'm starting to think more.
did all these couples get too serious too soon? 'cause now our lives aren't contained in this high school setting anymore... it's not predictable (which we are used to and hope for); is that our problem? are our parents right?
probably so, and we never have really felt the effects or the seriousness of these decision until we really put ourselves out there and get exposed to other types of people - or just different people in general - then you realize how much you are giving up and how much loving and dedication it takes. whether you surpass these tests, or fail or retry it is up to you and whether you success in your endeavors or move on well, i guess thats for fate to decide or thats what i believe...
i suppose my material on love is a bit dry, eh? well these are my current thoughts.
